Wednesday, April 25, 2007

The Nocturnal Trespasser !


Its a ritual, like it or not, to lock doors as the day inches out completely from our lives. The Night has its own charm as the chaos and labor of the day aspires for tranquility and undisturbed sleep. For the occupant it’s nothing but a pleasurable house arrest. We shun the world so that a good sleep could help refurbish ourselves completely for the following day. I was no different and had hit the bed early like a Good Samaritan of the world. It was not a feeling of captivity but being safe in one's own confines. It was a realization that for the day everything has been called off- nagging maids, visitors, house calls and the works. I had restricted the intake of water on purpose so that a nature call could be best avoided. But nature had its course and in the wee hours of the night, with a lot of fuss I headed towards my hub of privacy. Careless and groggy as I was I had never thought that there'd be a visitor in the dead of night who would be also a bare witness to my naked self. It was nothing but a trespass though of a different kind. I was not only seething with anger but was scared too. I saw a one and a half feet brownish orange colored snake against the wall near the door. It seems when I had opened the door of the bathroom to get in; it slid along with the door and was brushed against the wall. As always I had bolted the door without knowing what’s in store. Out of habit, my eyes were resting on the floor and accidentally I saw the wall near the door and I froze. My guest was lying still. I had to act fast yet be listless n silent. By the look of it, it seemed it was finding a way to go out. It had been raining incessantly since the past couple of days and it seems my uninvited visitor sought refuge in the sewer to save him from the tumultuous rains. I had to muster up courage and cross the snake again, this time knowing about his presence. A snake is a snake whether it’s poisonous or not. I crept towards it, with fear and anticipation though at the same time allured by its mere charm. It was thin yet beguiling, fearful yet submissive. For a moment I thought it was dead as there was no movement since the time I had laid my eyes on it. There was a sense of relief and remorse both. Within seconds it proved me wrong and tilted its head towards me. We had a brief look at each other and it forced me to take my steps backwards. It moved towards the sewer hole that was right next to me. Who had ever thought that I would have to leap on the sink to give him the way? As it crawled I marveled at his gait. It was unique and arresting. Slowly it moved down the sewer hole and never looked back.

I was numb and gaping. I was so close to danger but nothing happened. Was it a way to tell me that even if we lock our doors we can still have some visitors? They are dangerous but they too like human beings can have a conversation. They can make their presence felt when we least expect it. Or was it God teaching me how to combat fear. Since this incident I am more alert, courageous and receptive to what life has to offer.

Friday, April 13, 2007

Orkut ..



My day had started early that august last year. A childhood friend of my aunt was to pay a visit for lunch. The room was replete with her voice and the tone was ecstatic, nostalgic and energized. I was a patient listener to the incidents, which had occurred eons ago in her life, but while she was walking down memory lane, it seemed as if, it was just yesterday. I was giving her a helping hand to set up things according to her hearts wish, though deep down I was secretly missing my childhood friends. Without her noticing it, I sauntered in the valley of my thoughts, which brought me face to face with the life gone by. It was an era of impressionable minds, innocence and vulnerability. The kindergarten years held that same lucid freshness which allured the soul completely. Fifteen years had elapsed n I had lost contact as my life progressed to new thresholds. It was not deliberate but it just happened.


I was waiting to get free so as to log on to the net and access orkut.com. The site was becoming popular day by day but it failed to spark any interest until this unexpected visit. It inculcated a new ardor and longing to get in touch with my friends and batch mates who had played a very vital role while I was maturing into an adult. When finally time was on me that day, I got listed at Orkut.. It sure proved to be a blessing in disguise. Just a click, and the years gone by, the memories, which were fading away with time, reverberated with a new zeal n vigour. The familiar faces illuminated with a fresh streak of belonging and camaraderie. I trudged each memory with alacrity n brilliance as each name reminded me of something or the other. Some names and faces reminded me of a last conversation, a moment, a farewell, fun filled adventure, playground tricks or a naughty yet healthy deed.. It was a raw emotion which brought a smile effortlessly..


Quite a lot of things have changed in my life and there’s but there is a common thread, which binds us all still. If it had not been for Orkut i would have never been able to get in touch with them . My friends were all over the globe, practically it was not possible to meet everyone over coffee and pour one's hearts content but because of Orkut they are either a call or scrap away. All these years of taciturnity is a far cry now. Each passing day is weaving a new experience, a new memory that will be revered and cherished with elation and content. Hats off to Orkut for coloring my world with a colorful hue of bonding and friendship, which will last forever since its inception in my life.